May 28th, 1987
D.D.
The talent show was today. Everyone screamed their asses off when I came on and after I finished. (I sang “Bless the Beasts and the Children.”) It felt SO GOOD. I had a lot of people coming up to me telling me how great I sounded.
But will it help me get a boyfriend? ARE YOU KIDDING?
I talked on the phone to GC for 2 hours tonight and she said I could get into the Upper Crust so easy except I’m too good for them and I would make them all look bad. Uh-huh. She also said that she knows I’m going to be popular next year in high school. Like I’m due, right? I’m sick of being mildly poular. I mean, everyone knows who I am, but the guys only see me as friends. I hate that.
Like last night at the Honor Society installation dinner. I wish school was ALWAYS like that. Everyone was super nice to everyone else. I had a great time messing around with TJ, L, G, Tom and everyone! It was so cool just sitting around having a burping contest (I did not participate) and just acting weird and not caring. I posed in so many pictures and have proof that G and Tom had their arms around me. Whoa. And everyone said I looked and sounded so mature when I did my president speech that I should have spoken longer. It was great feeling so close to everyone.
Does the Upper Crust feel like that ALL the time?
M.
